disconsolative:

It just feels like I don’t deserve to be happy.

mysticchronicle:

I don’t want this anymore.
I don’t want to fight.
I don’t want to justify myself.
I don’t wat to sob every fucking day.
I don’t want to feel the pain I feel every time I try to be truthful and nobody believes me.
I don’t want to suffer from depression.
I don’t want to be the one who has nothing left.
I don’t want my parents to question me.
I don’t want any of this.
The only thing I want now is to fucking die.